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I've been gone quite a lot...I stopped earlier today & yesterday to get something for a project I'm doing in English, but I couldnt really stay that long to reply to any messages, sorreh.... ;/

School sucks. I hate it so much - I want to be homeschooled. (well...part of me does, anyways) but then again, there are certain classes I really dont wanna miss out on - like art, photography, & elementary aid.

I really need to put up better art on here...this stuff is lame XD naw, I like a lot of it, but...seriously....I need to upload more pics soon D: XD

and here it comes, the bad things that have happened to me since Nov. 1st (my last update) wow - a whole 8 DAYS!! XD - anyways...here it goes.
* mai friend...lets call her TK, shall we? (just cuz....) well, she's been yelling/snapping at me lately, for no reason really. Yeah, she's building a new house, but that doesn mean she should bite my head off every frekin day for nothing!! And some of her comments....ugh. She doesnt realize I take things to heart - and they really hurt sometimes. They may be small, and she probably doesnt realize it, but...it does hurt. :/
- Example 1 = I bought a pair of greenish skinny jeans (well, they're not techincally jeans, more of a material that looks like it but feels different....anyways...) and my other friends were like "I LOVE THEM!!" "They're GREEN!!" "awesome!!" & etc. Then she was like "I hate green skinny jeans." Oh thankx - you're supposed to be my best friend and you cant say something nice about them??
- Example 2 = Today at lunch, I sat down between my friends Kelsey & Emily. TK hates Kelsey (complicated) but sat down by her nonetheless, even tho i could tell she didnt want to sit there. We were talking about Chirstmas (lol) and what we wanted, and so Kelsey says she wants a puppy. TK gets mad and says "well you only have one-and-a-half years left anyways, so whats the point? You'll leave soon anyways. AND your parents are never home." See any problems?? = 1. she's getting a puppy and some kittens, and SHE has 1 1/2 years left TOO 2. her parents are practically never home, either 3. Kelsey's parents are both home between 4 & 5 PM, WTF?! So, I sorta 'yelled' at her, and she hasnt talked to me since. jeez. wutever.
- Example 3 = My mom asked if I wanted an IPOD Touch or a Camera for Xmas. I want both, sorta. So I ask her & Emily. what does she say?? "Whats the point of an IPod Touch? You have a perfectly good Ipod, and you dont have a camera." YEAH, I may have one thats newer, but really? I wanted a Touch first, and even tho its fine, still....REALLY? ;/
- Example 4 = So she met this guy on a fieldtrip down to Indianapolis for an FFA thing. They didnt know each other, and yet they held hands the entire way back home. He lives in a town less than 20 miles from where we live. Anyways, they've texted each other A LOT, and she likes him A LOT (THO SHE JUST MET HIM & KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT HIM PRACTICALLY!!!) but he cant date her cuz he promised another girl he'd go out with her when she turned 16 (complicated - her mom's rule) and so TK's mad. DONT take your anger out on me, K??? D:< So, last saturday they hung out together (as "friends") and went to the mall & stuff, rite? I texted her, saying it was funn to hang out with a guy by yourself, cuz it is. and she was like "If you have a problem with me hanging out with him, just say so, ok?!" and I was like "WTF, why WOULD I? I didnt mean that!! Obviously, she's jealous. I can tell. And shes taking it out on me, who's supposed to be her BEST FRIEND. yah. rite.

so basically....im angry, sad, and disappointed in her. But, luckily, I love myself Thankx all of you - you guys REALLY helped me - way more than you realized, even. THANK YOU!!!!!!

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